[fathoming the idea that he's so wanted -- it's a little much, a little hard, even if he has proof here, even if... he knows some others who feel that way, who want things. leo pets through sena's hair, glancing down at him.]
You're one of 'em, of course~. Mama too, 'cause I know he'd wanna keep me safe. And...
[he drops off there, staring a moment before looking away.]
That's all, probably. [it's not. but he really doubts sena wants to hear eichi's name in the list.] That I can think of anyway~. I just know I have enough people I thought about to keep me for a year! ♪
[ how does a genius like him not realize that a lot of people would want him? is he still too affected from last year? but aren't they all? izumi also catches that hesitant pause but decides not to push it for now, strangely comforted by the fact that he's not the only one who's not being 100% truthful -
but that's bad, isn't it? ]
Yet you chose someone not from our school.
[ but it could be worse. he could've been contracted with eichi, and that just kills the knight. ]
It's fine. I-- We'll keep you alive until we can go home a year from now. [ did they even mention that they'll go home after a year though... hm. ]
[lingering affects from last year or not, there's a clean difference in his mind about how people want him -- he knows his knights and mama would want him to keep him safe, for example, and... and eichi wants to be close as much as he does, honestly admitting, but wanting any other way save for his music isn't something that comes directly to his mind; it's less of a lack of confidence and more that he's stupid, essentially.]
I wonder if we'll get to go home, though~. I miss my sweetest Ruka-tan so much, I hope so~. They probably think I ran off, Sena, Dad's gonna be mad at me...
[ "what kind of love" izumi wants to ask, but that... should be the end of that. izumi would hate it too if he were asked about it. ]
How is this any different from finding you in my daily walks, for instance...
[ A LOT DIFFERENT, IZUMI. ]
I mean, they have to, right? We still haven't graduated yet. [ he snuggles up to leo's neck, trying to make himself comfortable with all this talk. ] Kasa-kun still has to inherit the crown from you.
Right~? I'll wait until your year is done too, Sena. So we can all go back together.
[ritsu'd be done, too. leo nuzzles sena and kisses his forehead, wrapping his arms around him tightly.]
You, me, n'Ritsu. Think everyone'll be pretty much done with this stupid thing too at that point. Ahh~, I can create a million songs from these experiences alone though, so I can't hate it too much~. ♪
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Date: 2019-01-19 01:47 pm (UTC)[fathoming the idea that he's so wanted -- it's a little much, a little hard, even if he has proof here, even if... he knows some others who feel that way, who want things. leo pets through sena's hair, glancing down at him.]
You're one of 'em, of course~. Mama too, 'cause I know he'd wanna keep me safe. And...
[he drops off there, staring a moment before looking away.]
That's all, probably. [it's not. but he really doubts sena wants to hear eichi's name in the list.] That I can think of anyway~. I just know I have enough people I thought about to keep me for a year! ♪
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Date: 2019-01-19 02:07 pm (UTC)but that's bad, isn't it? ]
Yet you chose someone not from our school.
[ but it could be worse. he could've been contracted with eichi, and that just kills the knight. ]
It's fine. I-- We'll keep you alive until we can go home a year from now. [ did they even mention that they'll go home after a year though... hm. ]
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Date: 2019-01-19 02:15 pm (UTC)[lingering affects from last year or not, there's a clean difference in his mind about how people want him -- he knows his knights and mama would want him to keep him safe, for example, and... and eichi wants to be close as much as he does, honestly admitting, but wanting any other way save for his music isn't something that comes directly to his mind; it's less of a lack of confidence and more that he's stupid, essentially.]
I wonder if we'll get to go home, though~. I miss my sweetest Ruka-tan so much, I hope so~. They probably think I ran off, Sena, Dad's gonna be mad at me...
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Date: 2019-01-19 02:22 pm (UTC)How is this any different from finding you in my daily walks, for instance...
[ A LOT DIFFERENT, IZUMI. ]
I mean, they have to, right? We still haven't graduated yet. [ he snuggles up to leo's neck, trying to make himself comfortable with all this talk. ] Kasa-kun still has to inherit the crown from you.
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Date: 2019-01-19 02:33 pm (UTC)[ritsu'd be done, too. leo nuzzles sena and kisses his forehead, wrapping his arms around him tightly.]
You, me, n'Ritsu. Think everyone'll be pretty much done with this stupid thing too at that point. Ahh~, I can create a million songs from these experiences alone though, so I can't hate it too much~. ♪
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Date: 2019-01-19 02:52 pm (UTC)[ snuggle, snuggle. ritsu's rubbing off on him, probably.
mm, he is sleepy now though... is he even allowed to take a nap here during housewarming? the house is more than warm now, thank you. ]
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Date: 2019-01-19 03:15 pm (UTC)We can't leave everyone else behind, Sena... That's not what a "knight" does. Though they might have their own plans anyway.
[... mm, mm.]
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Date: 2019-01-20 12:39 pm (UTC)[ tucks one leg under his with a sleepy smile, mm mmm. ]
We should~... [ yawn~ ] get together again. Even if it's jus' the three of us for now.